to answer your question, unfortunately, yes. it is all worth it. the good and the bad. it makes me feel, and if you aren’t feeling, you’re not living life to it’s potential. we are human and feelings and thoughts are what we do. i want all of them. that’s why we’ve let this continue so long. but i need to get healthy. and so do you. and apparently we can’t do that together. you know that if you ever truly need me, i’m here for you.