a song on the soundtrack of your favorite movie. la vie en rose, from love me if you dare. it’s french. i love the cinematography as well as the storyline.
a song that is often stuck in your head. recently…. everything is awesome! it’s catchy. once you start those lyrics…. everything is… AWESOME!
“I know all of this puts an end to any sort of friendship possibilities with you and the group at large. I do not expect to really be apart of anything anymore. I know that you must be really hurt and I am very sorry to have caused you pain. I have been a pretty […]
he is the family i chose. i had a huge heart to heart with my best friend. he’s simply amazing. it’s unfair what he’s been through. the most beautiful of people i’ve ever known. i could try to tell people, but words and people can’t comprehend him. he’s had an illness. it’s forever. i’m not […]
seeing nathan yesterday was really good. like he was weird, as always. i was nervous about seeing him since our texts talking about where to go, etc threw me off. i got there first and of course, he relied on me to start talking about whatever i was doing. i always have a lot going […]
Otherwise known as anxiety. Of course I’ve been thinking far too much about meeting up. I think the thing I need to recognize is what to do when I feel that way. When we were together I ignored it. Now I want to address it and remain calm. He seems very confused right now. Unfocused […]
i’m in the midst of studying for the gre, beginning to run again, helping (what little i can) to plan rach’s wedding, and getting my life in well working order. i’ve done a lot of checks and balances since nathan and i broke up. i’ve been trying to assertion when those anxious feeling arise, what […]
1. attentive sister 2. good friends 3. “i can skip it if it’s important” 4. bed + coffee + writing 5. tasty tuesday 6. morning to myself 7. filed! 8. got rid of wretched desk 9. morning walks 10. late evening talks with roomies
so. we are chugging along as per usual, doing well when together and being distance separated when not. we got into a big convo a couple weeks ago about how this is the most contact he’s been in with a g/f, that he’s trying very hard to see things the way i need him too, […]
i keep having dreams about us breaking up. i am constantly trying to squelch this fear, but boom, sleep time = unlucky thoughts. i need to manage the dreams! i’m trying to work out how to bring this up. last time did not go well. in fact i was told that i was wrong and […]